Is it worth it?

I have always been strong in my views on politics. I have recently come to the point that I am done with it. Done. It is exhausting and just not worth it. It is such a distraction of satan. I will be knowledgeable but I will quit talking with others about it in public. Ignorance is into every facet of people. Christians, from my viewpoint, are very ignorant. Even when talking with Mike, I am not as passionate. I want more of God, YaHWeH. I am tired of things of this world mentally exhausting me. We are not told to "preach" about politics. We are told to preach the truth of God. People are hurting, living lies and giving excuses that all of that is ok. I don't want any of that anymore. I'm tired of worrying if I am offending man and not God. That's backwards. Stop believing what man tells you and look at what the word of God says. Please.

119 Teachings (playlist)

Prayer

I am praying for so much right now but on the forefront of my mind are:

• 2 of our daughters are out of state with family. I am praying for their safety as they're away from us and for them to be strong in faith and character.


• I very good friend of mine's sister in law (husband's sister) was strangled by an ex boyfriend in front of her children. The man is in jail and charged with murder. The children are with their father. I am praying for courage in heart, strength for the days ahead, love for each other, repentance of the man charged and salvation for all who need it.


• Another good friend of mine is facing a battle today. It is family issues and her heart is broken with the possibility of severed ties. Praying for reconciliation, love, peace, patience and salvation for those that need it.

I praise you ADONAI because you are who you are. You are bigger than all this mess. You love your children and desire us to live in unity and reach a fallen world. Bestow on us the strength of the Holy Spirit to do your will and show the world who you are. Thank you for all you have done for me and my family. I desire wisdom, courage, strength, love and peace. Be with me as I go through this day and for me to show my children your love and who you are.

Blessed be your name. <3

Emotional turmoil

There is so much going on in my life right now and some of it is not good. We are leaving a church we have been attending, heavily involved in and loved for 6yrs. It breaks our hearts but it needs to happen. Things are being ignored, leadership is being untrustworthy, families are being destroyed, etc. It truly rips me up inside.

I am 19wks pregnant and feel betrayed. I feel there is no one whom I can truly trust but the one true God. I feel a pull to follow closely to His Word. Not "closely" like the typical Christian calls it. As just the New Testament and to pick and choose from the Old Testament. We (Gentiles) are grafted in the vine of Israel. Israel is not to be grafted in the vine of the Gentile.

I am studying on Robin Sampson's website, Heart of Wisdom. I am reading His Word. We are to read His Word and understand it. We are to believe His Word and not take the word of doctrine of one particular denomination or another over it.

That's all for now...

One day at a time...

Wow...I haven't blogged in a while...

I am thinking I will start blogging again. There is so much going on...maybe I should. ;o)

I am NOW His!

Now I believe with my head AND my heart! I am NOW a child of the MOST HIGH KING! I will go into more later. I feel such a peace! One of my friend's at church said I looked different...that I looked more at peace that everything is alright with the world. She said that BEFORE she knew that I am NOW saved! Our 8yr old said I looked different as well! I KNOW I am going to heaven! I do not have this doubt or fear no longer. I will be more than ok when Mike is gone...I have my Companion. Praise YOU LORD of ALL!!!

Fight FOCA

10 Years Ago Today

10 years ago today we made a promise to one another and we are still keeping that promise...to ourselves and to God.

Wordless Wednesday

My New Bible

I have wanted a NASB Bible for some time. My husband got me a MacArthur Study Bible. I couldn't believe he remembered I had wanted one! This is the version our pastor uses. I love this bible and seems very good! :-D The cover is so soft!

I am going to prayfully read the bible in a year...my soul longs for the Word of Truth! I am going to follow this schedule and reading AT LEAST this much a day.